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Thursday, October 8, 2009, 6:45 PM
I need you, more than you ever know.

I get back to my bed at 630am,
Slept till 12plus pm & saw your text.
Despite you asking me not to reply, I replied.
I curled up, cried myself to sleep, cause that's how I can get the pain away temporary
Woke up cause I can no longer force myself to sleep anymore.
The pain and tears came back the moment I'm awake- til now.


I hope I'll get better.
but it's probably impossible, cause I just know it- myself.



& when I think everything was alright, I was wrong.
& when I think I'm OK, everything just start all over again.

Am I really fine with the present? NO!